“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

Gonna stay home tmr and watch a new drama. Just fin watching the L word season 1.

Lovee came and fetch me in the morning and we went for breakfast at ljs and then took train to vivo to watch i love you too(: Touching movie and i cried during the ending part. Walked around vivo after that, and i saw my mickey pullover! I'm so going to save money and get it. Swear! Then we took train back to clementi, and went to fetch baby after that, home. And bb was ordering his pants from the seller. And sent him off after that. I just reformat lappy and downloaded safari for windows. Cool shit.

His going to be a good daddy next time(:

BB went for his ns check up early in the morning without bringing his phone, and which means i've to wait for 6 hours for his msg after he reached home. Lazed around the whole afternoon, was watching my drama halfway and suddenly my phone rang. Guess who guess who! Its baby N! He called to tell me his ns checkup was done and wanna meet me for lunch(: Happiest thing ever, because he said he's not going to bring along his phone last night and i was an emo shit last night and then give me a surprise after that:D He met me downstairs, and we went imm hong kong cafe for lunch. The fried rice was nice but just that it's alil oily. Walked around and i saw a super nice mickey pullover at Fox. I think i wanna go check the price tmr! Then guess who we met? The stupid dottie,loh sim yee! Hahaha. IMYDOT! Dun want me to keep being sarcastic to you, then meet me soon ! And home after that, cus baby N was tired after the checkup thingy. We are planning to have an early date tmr(: Watching iloveyoutoo at vivo(:

Back from msia(:
This time round, meishan came with us cus she hasn't been following for the past 4 years. FEELING GUILTY NOT! Hee. But anyway, ytd was grandma's 49th days prayer. Woke up early and prepare, then went for prayer, then back for lunch. Then uncle drove us to Jusco for shopping! Meishan got her pants and i got a dress for myself:D Happy happy. Back to singapore after that. So tired. I think i need to find a job to keep myself occupied

ps; Imissyou.

Hi,
I think i need to sleep early tonight, but im not sure if im able to do so.
Gonna wake up early tmr and prepare for work, then night gonna leave for JB for 1night.

I'm having a super shitty feeling;

Having super super bad mood swing today. Arghhhhh.

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BB came over this morning and meet me then we walked over to clementi swimming complex for swimming! Been so long since i last stepped in there. We spent 2hours plus swimming and talking crap. Left the place at 12 and took bus over to central and had lunch. Hoohoo, CLEMENTI OPEN KOI LIAOOOOO!!!!! We went to join the Q after seeing so many ppl Q-ing since today is the opening. First time drinking it, i must say it's awesome:D Home with bb and we watched Grown ups. Hilarious show. Then it started pouring heavily but it didn't stop us from going down to get things down. The thunder and lightning were really scary, i even shouted when i reached the busstop. haha. Went to make a new bank passbook cus the stupid machine detained it, then went to fetch baby and home!

After 4days, i finally meet baby N!
Went town today, first we went to wisma to have our lunch. Then while walking in the tunnel, we saw cotton on having a sales. Hence, lovee kept psycho-ing me to get the shorts he wanted me to get long ago. In the end, he lent me money to get it. Happy happy(: Walked over to fep to collect my skirt after that. Then to centrepoint to see birks, and then to orchard central. Apparently i think we walk the whole town. Then he sent me home after that:D

Sudden effect.

Finally 2days of work is over!
It's tiring to carry the bag and walk around and distributing flyers, but we managed to slack alil as and when we like! Gonna work one day for next week before going JB.

Finally the last paper ended yesterday, wonder if i can pass.
Today marks the 1st day of hols, was supposed to meet lovee for swimming in the morning, but all of e sudden he fell ill): Poor boy, his temperature was scary like shit. I hope he recovers soon! My eyes are very pain from the editing and doing, hope it will turns out well((:

Babyboy, pleaserecoversoon.ILY<3

Woke baby N up at 430 this to study for exam, and i went back to sleep. Woke up at 830 and then started studying till 10. Prepared and all, and went to meet baby N we went to school early to revise and test each other(: Paper starts at 3pm, but we reached school at 1245. The paper was rather alright except that careless mistake here and there and stupid shit missed out some notes. Arghh, went late lunch with baby N and clique then he sent me home(:
Stay home study tmr, gonna mug like mad for pom cus there's 12chapters. DIE!

HAPPY18THBIRTHDAYDOTTIESIMYEEEEEE<3
Went boon lay lib to study with lovee today, it was hard finding seats at first and we actually took sometime to actually get a seat to study(: Rather conducive today, atleast i manage to memorise quite a no. of things. Went to jp for lunch, guess what? Ajisen ramen! haha. We visit them quite frequently hence i asked lovee to apply for the membership card which cost 10bucks and it only expire after one year. Good deal? Went to challenger and find peanutbutterjammy, today was actually her last day of work. Shopped around, and i saw a mickey and minnie with shirt on and it's damn cute. I WANT I WANT I WANT! rawrrr. After that lovee sent me home! Exam tmr at 1500...... I hope im prepared(:

How should i be feeling now?
I feel like crying right infront of you now.

i think i'm the world most ugliest girl and thats why like that......

We can only learn to love by loving.

Iris Murdoch

Morning, i promise i'm going to study today, atleast half of the eop notes or even more than half so that i can relax a little tmr. Some one please tell me why is the weather so torturing? Argghhh.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: Saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

And i need you now tonight,
and i need you more than ever
and if you only hold me tight,
we'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right.
Cause we'll never be wrong
together we can take it to the end of the line,
you love is like a shadow on me all of the time.

Ijustwantotellyouthatimscareoflosingyou.

Presence is more than just being there.

Malcolm S.Forbes

Woke up this morning to complete the remaining ppt for etp, presentation in the afternoon. School starts at 8 today, but instead of reaching at 8, baby N and me went to have mac breakfast first(: Its been long since we last had breakfast together:D When we reached class at 10, there were no teacher and only moomoo's clique were there. And since i brought my lappy to school, we watched vampires suck using projector together. Funny and stupid show, and i actually fell asleep a couple of times and got woke up bcus of lovee's laughter. Hee. Went for pe, had pe theory and practical test. And swimming lesson is gonna start on next yr jan! I can't wait!! hee. ETP presentation was alright, luckily everything went smoothly(: Bought bubble tea and lovee sent me home today, and to my lift. Loveyou<3

Pom mock's over, and finally i passed(: Effort didn't go to waste, gonna start preparing for the actual exams which is coming next week. I yearn for A or B in my results this time(:

Anyway, i'm glad that everything is fine now.
Ilyalwaysbabyboy<3

I'm bored! Need to start studying for tmr's remock exam. Saddening!

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Hi,
Presentation was a success today i guess? Atleast got compliment from mr herman(: Hohoho, one presentation strike off the list now! Expect the worst, everyone is gonna retake the pom mock exam again, and it's on wednesday. Which means i need to study like a mad dog tmr just to get a 50 to sit for the real exam. Did Chapt 7-12 notes, back aching damn badly): arrgghhh. Class at 8am tmr, now i can't wait for hols to come. Ciaooo.

I'm worried for tmr, will our group get dot upside down again bcus of our poor presentation preparation? Sighhhh, am done with the slides and sent it out, thanks Cl for the help:D Formal tmr, i like i like. Can wear my pencil skirt for like the 2nd time!

HAPPY15THMONTHSARYHUNNSBUMMY!<3
Iloveeyou:*

Date with lovee today.
1st, we went to it fair. Initially we both got things to get from there. In the end, only i got mine bcus he decided not to waste money. hee. Bought a cooling pad and a heart usb port. Then we went downstairs to shop. I saw alot of things i like! Gonna save up for all this mouth watery stuff. Went to the basement to walk around and see where should we settle our dinner at while it's still early. We walked 2rounds and decided to walk over to marina. Suggested to eat at the manhattan fish market, but the Q was really scary. For one dinner, we walked here and there, to and fro. Finally settled down at mr curry at 730, their food are quite nice(: Shop for a little while then lovee sent me home. Thanks bb for the pressies that you gave me, and i hope you like the pressie(: Loveeyousweetestdrug<3

Just look at the Q! Horrible.

I don't know what he like so much about this photo.

My anni gift for him(: Heeee.

Love this photo, especially his face<3

Our side dish.

My food.

His food.

The main focus of this photo is actually my mouth!

Finally finally finally,
both mock exams over, gonna flunk my pom damn badly. Woke up early this morning, but didn't study in the end. were surfing the net before attending school for exam. Gonna get prepare to retake next week. :D

There is only one way to happiness, and that is to cease worrying things which are beyond the power of our will.

Epicteus.

I can't get the notes into my head, feel damn pissed off.

Dot, gonna do badly tmr. Just be prepared to retake it jlyz!

Can't stand it. Shall give myself one last chance by waking at 5 to study tmr, if it doesn't goes in then NO CHOICE!):

Mugging mugging and endless mugging......
Eop mock exam tmr, i'm feeling damn stressful. HOW!!
Gonna wake up tmr morning to study like a mad dog, maybe 4? or 430?
Arghh, migrane is killing me.