Am i really like the picture above?

Are you going to mean what you said? Why is it that adults don't keep to what they've said. Why are you using the future as a threat to me? So now then you see, I'm more filial than your son? Now then you see, when I'm married, it's not your son who will be the one taking care of you, the precious son whom you both dote on the most. But you trust that it's me, the one who always stay transparent when at home. The girl who rather stay in her own room than sitting in the living room watching television with you all, mainly because she feels weird. She feels no point of doing that, instead she rather watch in her own room.

Why is it that you want me to give up my future?

Why is it that i don't have a choice of my own to choose what's my future?

Why is it that when i want to explain, you just doesn't get it in your head?

Why is it that when i say, you just don't try to understand?

Why is it that it's wrong for us?

Why is it that your so sure that he is what he is supposed to be when he doesn't even acknowledge that?

Why is it that you don't even understand me at all?

Why is it that you always pull me down?

Why is it that you still stay in your own century?

Why is it that you must be so traditional?

Why is it that I think you've never experience true love before?

Why is it that no matter how good i am, you never sees it?

Why is it that there's so many questions to ask 'why' when i think that you can't even answer it.

When I don't open my mouth and utter a word doesn't means that I agree to what you've got to say, it's just that i'm too tired to even want to open my mouth and tell you how i feel, cus you never bother listening to what i've got to say and you never will. And I'm tired of explaining the same old thing over and over again when I think you never bother even understanding it. And I'm so tired that I have to even hide my sorrows when i'm outside and cry to myself when i'm all alone in the room when i'm home. How do you feel knowing this is how your daughter is feeling now? You never know how I feel, and you never will.

But anyway, I don't need it now anymore. 18years of living in this home, i never really feel much of what i should be feeling as a family member.

Once again even if it's closest kins, either side of both, we don't need your acknowledgement to say the word 'yes' to us. Cus we are happy the way we are in, we don't need any unnecessary comment or advices you have to give. Be happy the way it is now, cus you can't change the fact of it. I'm sorry, but please accept it.

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